Is anyone else still so confised as to how we’re already one day into the new year? I struggle with this every single year, while simultaneously feeling thankful that I can leave behind some of the not-so-pleasant times behind and start afresh, in a sense. Even so there were many amazing parts that made 2018 […]
A few months ago I met the first person who I would describe as ‘perfect on paper’. I’ve heard this term thrown around many times but have never quite understood how a specific person can be referred to as this. He caught my attention early on and I was taken with him from the beginning. […]
One of my biggest fears, which I’ve only come to realise in light of recent events, is that no one (who meets me, gets to know me and sees both the good and the bad in me) will decide to stay in my life. Maybe this is a fear that a lot of us have […]
Another year, another birthday post for my blog! It feels like just yesterday that I was writing about turning 21 and how special it felt to have made it to such a milestone age, but it seems a whole year has elapsed between then and now, and now and I’m here talking about turning 22!
There is one thing that can happen when you least expect it. It happens without you even realising, and even though you are the one who instigated it, it’s only in hindsight that you truly understand why things are so complicated with that one person who’s constantly on your mind.
It amazes me how many times in an entire lifetime we find reasons upon reasons (whether they are valid or otherwise) to not give others a chance. Even if they have taken every opportunity to show us that they are amongst the most deserving and worthy, even if they have shown us that they are […]
It’s funny how sometimes even when everyone else around you can see something that is so blatantly obvious to them, is the one thing that you’re oblivious to. How can you have no idea, and essentially be the last to know, the way you feel? How can others possibly know before you do?
It’s nearly midnight and I should be asleep. I should be in a completely different world full of fantasies, bright colours and fast-paced excitement. I should be so deep in a euphoric dream-like state that I’m completely oblivious to reality and my waking life. I feel like I’m living in two worlds: the real one and the one […]
Before you hurt me, I was fine. I was happy. I had so much self-confidence and I was certain in the decisions I made. I didn’t second guess myself or what I was doing. My mind wasn’t full of doubt every second of the day. I wasn’t insecure.
What does it really take to move on? I mean moving on from someone that you’ve got a lot of history with, someone who you came to truly care for and respect and who meant a lot to you. Someone that you used to spend so much time with and over that time, grew close […]