There is one thing that can happen when you least expect it. It happens without you even realising, and even though you are the one who instigated it, it’s only in hindsight that you truly understand why things are so complicated with that one person who’s constantly on your mind.
It amazes me how many times in an entire lifetime we find reasons upon reasons (whether they are valid or otherwise) to not give others a chance. Even if they have taken every opportunity to show us that they are amongst the most deserving and worthy, even if they have shown us that they are […]
It’s funny how sometimes even when everyone else around you can see something that is so blatantly obvious to them, is the one thing that you’re oblivious to. How can you have no idea, and essentially be the last to know, the way you feel? How can others possibly know before you do?
It’s nearly midnight and I should be asleep. I should be in a completely different world full of fantasies, bright colours and fast-paced excitement. I should be so deep in a euphoric dream-like state that I’m completely oblivious to reality and my waking life. I feel like I’m living in two worlds: the real one and the one […]
Before you hurt me, I was fine. I was happy. I had so much self-confidence and I was certain in the decisions I made. I didn’t second guess myself or what I was doing. My mind wasn’t full of doubt every second of the day. I wasn’t insecure.
What does it really take to move on? I mean moving on from someone that you’ve got a lot of history with, someone who you came to truly care for and respect and who meant a lot to you. Someone that you used to spend so much time with and over that time, grew close […]
Yesterday I wrote you a six page letter. It was a spontaneous idea, but I been thinking about you so much for the last few weeks that it didn’t surprise me that I eventually came to do it. Whether or not I decided to post that letter, though, was another matter. I thought about you […]
If we, as humans, are told that regrets and mistakes are both a major (and unavoidable) part of life, why is it that we try to hard to avoid the unavoidable? This is the question that has been on my mind a lot recently. As someone who is actively trying to make right choices for […]
Can’t believe this is my first blog post of 2018! A part of me is excited just to have made it this far; every year I feel like I get so caught up in everything that’s going on that I think surely I’m not going to make it to the end.
One month to go until the beginning of a new year! I couldn’t be more happy than to start afresh and leave the past in the past, quite frankly. Although I’ve had a pretty good year on the whole, there are of course a few things which I would like to leave behind and prefer […]